i dont know why, but for the past few days, i keep having dreams of my exercise, stuff in camp etc. maybe its cuz ive been whining too much. its good that i finally got all that nonsense off my chest, but hey i guess its enough. ive been thinking too much about it that its been affecting my mood, even at home. i think i should jus fuck it, jus like so many people have been asking me to.
and anws, we need more of long weekends. i wish this extended holiday never had to end. and shit man i have to book in tonight. i haven rested enough, definitely not enough. i need a good break, for me to relax totally, chill, go overseas and enjoy the sun sea sand and shopping maybe, but more importantly, to forget all the stuff thats been bugging me for so long.